i guess i was too caught up with myself
and it didnt occur to me that
i'm sure they didn't mean it after all.
this must sound weird, but i suddenly recall
when i was a small kid i didnt understand how could people have good and bad days,
i was never really happy or sad..i just did what i had to do everyday
(i hope i dont sound like some emotionless kid)
and now i realise my realisations out of the blue..
that sometimes good and bad things can happen
but maybe the happiest is when i can turn the sad around
and the saddest is when the happy has to be turned around by the sad.
but if i don't turn it around and around i wouldn't know to appreciate every little thing and still be the ignorant stony little kid i once was.
this is basically what i'm talking about..
:(:
okay totally rambling to myself..
bloated from xlb lunch.!
oh, last night saw tings for a little short while the first time since she left..i'm just beginning to feel the miraculous impacts of technology. the webcam is really cute. haha.
hope you know it made me (: ! (not the technology, silly. you!)
sigh.
weird things that people do.. :
jet hold on
